Posted by limns on May 23, 2009
Waktu kecil selalu hadir dalam pikiranku tentang siapa diri ini,makhluk apa di balik kesadaran ini? Kenapa seolah olah hanya sang Aku yang hidup,sedangkan orang-orang lain tidak dapat kurasakan.
Terlintas di pikiran, Aku pasti adalah Tuhan,karena aku,ya aku merasakan hembusan angin, dinginya air, seolah olah kesadaran hanya milik roh ini,tak kurasakan orang lain terkena api akan berasa apa?..hanya yang disampaikan melalui telingaku atau mataku baru kurasa rasa dia kepanasan (sepertinya). Dalam pikiranku bergaung:’setelah kematian tubuh ini,aku kan kembali ke Tahtaku..dan makhluk ciptaanku mati semua,lalu Aku mau melakukan apa?bagaimana melewatkan waktu?sepertinya menjadi Tuhan sangat membosankan’.
Keringat dingin mengucur andai pikiran itu muncul..ketakutan itu masih dapat kurasakan bahkan pada saat menulis artikel ini.
siapakah aku?akan kemanakah kelak?bagaimana melewatkan waktu kelak?.
Seiring berjalanya waktu,kusadari bahwa intelektual,logika,pengetahuan,dan ketidaktahuan sendiri bisa jadi batu sandungan buat kemajuan batin..
Banyak waktu kuhabiskan untuk mencari informasi tentang ketuhanan,tetapi malah seperti seolah olah membohongi diri(meski tujuanya mengelus ego) dengan cerita2 yg jelas dibuat oleh manusia bukan Tuhan.
Berlatih mengamati pikiran,perbuatan, dan ucapan itu jelas lebih penting sekarang..paling tidak aku tahu apa yang harus kulakukan.
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Posted by limns on May 21, 2009
people who practice loving kindness will be much beneficial to the social community, but those who demand for norms/values are those people acting as though they know, but they don’t know anything about the truth, only followers of doctrins, others’ knowledge, other’s understanding.
Do not believe anything simply because you heard it, spoken by many, delivered by spiritual teachers, written in sacred books, but after investigations, you found it’s beneficial to ones and others, live in it.
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Posted by limns on May 21, 2009
We are led by our habitual tendencies which are formed through many many lifes has been passed by conciousness.
Ones’ happiness are controlled by their own, they have all the choices for being happy or not.. It’s all about guiding the habitual tendencies to the path of happiness, how to overcome disturbing emotions.
It’s all about transforming those habitual tendencies, everything in this world is changing, nothing is certain, but death. we’re all need transformation to be happy, we need to practice.
Three steps to happiness practises: mind over body, mind over soul and the last is mind over mind. pull back all the conciousness not travelling arround, be present now & here, happiness is here to stay. watch ur emotions, watch your breathing in & out, watch calmness within the beauty of nature.
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